People ask how I can let one person steal my joy. Lord knows I don’t have the answer. Happiness creeps on me when it wants to but leaves without warning. I don’t really have anyone, so I rely on the few people in my life. He’s right that exes can’t be friends, especially when one doesn’t really care whether the other is there. I’m not selfish. I just wanted to be happy. Is it selfish to want that?